Rough night (understatement). Fought through (not over) panic attack from 10pm to 4am and then passed out until 6am. Its like having a heart attack. Worst one Ive ever had and it took a lot of effort to hide from other 3 guys in room by not thrashing, moaning or screaming. (Right, they probably thought I had appendicitis lol.) DC problem Ive been hiding from went boo and knocked me down, almost out, emotionally. No meds to numb my mind/pain and no therapist to talk me down. I know hospital option is there but the probable international headaches makes it less approachable. Today is going to be the test of my life. Can I overcome my emotionally demons unaided or will I end up in hospital, hurt or worse? Going to Ravenna as planned. I have to try my best to get back in my Italy groove if Im going to win this interior battle. Please keep me in your thoughts and prayers.
Posted on: Fri, 07 Mar 2014 06:20:01 +0000
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