SO WHAT...WE JUST GET UP AND DO IT AGAIN.... The state of your life is a direct reflection of your state of mind ~ Wayne Dyer ;)~ Isnt that the truth? I was just thinking to myself that, I am the weirdest person I have ever had to live with...and then some. It doesnt mater what is going on in my day, or the world around me, my biggest battles, arguments, and debates have always been with Lance...I am a lot of work for me. Most days I dont even realize how much.... My examples come from having to constantly remind myself to JUST BE GOOD TO ME, and get the things in place, that will make my life a little more improved by the end of the day. Which tonight, finally included...some furniture. A small thing to most Im sure, but I was seriously dreading all the logistics of the making it happen thing, And even in knowing the rewards would far out weigh the fear of it all, I still found myself trying to talk me out of it because it was, just too much trouble, the whole way... But what Im learning about this living with Lance thing is that no matter which one of us ends up on top after the debate, were a winner regardless...I remember that saying, You better check yourself, and laughing so hard,(as I was trying to feel around to make sure I still had all my parts), thinking..What the Hell? Im all here..check what?.... But now I honestly think I understand a little more of what it means...Its ok to want the best for you, and work to stop yourself from heading back down to a place you never want to go to again...instead of saying nothing, as you joined in that downward spiral... with you leading the way.... If I dont care...how can someone else care either? Of course for some years of my life I used that one as excuse #1 to destroy it all, because, nobody cared anyways...Poor me right? But you know...that was then, and this is now, and in order for me to reach the state of life I desire, I have to want to do so. If that means a swift kick in my own butt to get it done, then I guess we do what we have to to get it done...Now...Is that weird or what? Whats my lesson in all this? I guess I dont quite know yet, but Im learning that it will all work itself out anyways as long as I stay out of the way that is. Whats become apparent lately however, is that no matter how you add it up, whether its me...myself...or I...it always adds up to 4, because the constant denominator in this equation you cant always see is....HIM.... HE is the one I always love to have in division of the day...Somehow at the end of it, you can always count on the answer to be as simple as the problem was in the beginning.... And thats my kinda math!!!! ;) Thanks for reading, Lance with furniture now Rome .... We continue because...we can youtu.be/khj9jyNvhpQ
Posted on: Thu, 21 Aug 2014 05:08:54 +0000
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