Scott a recent convert of Iglesia Ni Cristo Guam USA, from strong family devoted active Catholic member sinced birth, who used to be a priest assistant sinced he was a little boy, grew up in Butte Montana USA, till he joined US Airforce and retired here in Guam, were i met him and introduced to him this Church Iglesia Ni Cristo, and was called by God converted himself unto this church, indoctrinated got baptized and become an active member of this Church Iglesia Ni Cristo quietly... Scott met me, with his knowledged iam divorced for 10 years with two grown up sons a member of this Church Iglesia Ni Cristo member since birth, who live alone like him who also living alone looking for someone to settle down and get married desperately before he turn 45 years old... Scott knows my situation who is a member of this Church Iglesia Ni Cristo with a knowledged iam divorced and cannot be allowed to remarry by my Church, a doctrine in my knowledged that i recieved sinced i was baptized as a little girl, strictly being implemented that only by being widowed one can be released from the knot as married from the law of God...But sinced Scott has expressed his desperation needing to be married before he reach the age of 45 years which is just few months away that time that when he proposed to me i made him understand my situation and initially rejected his proposal that suprised him with disappointment... I proposed for us to remain as BF and GF exclusive to each other which i kinda sense from him he is not conform with it and his eagerness to get married before he turn 45yo, to be his first marriage and a relationship.. Quietly i see myself not bringing up the subject , while seeing Scott alone continous actively attending nightly bible study and consistent attending worship service with one year probation the process of this Church Iglesia Ni Cristo before someone can be baptized to be officially registered member with all his heart...The subject of getting married become a sensetive subject for both of us becaused of my situation that cannot get remarried under the law of God with my full understanding , but somehow there something triggers me and weakened me, seeing Scott perseveranced quietly to become member of this Church Iglesia Ni Cristo that one day i spoken to him that i do accept his proposal and be married secretly that no one should know specially the church otherwise it will be a problem for him to get baptized and we both can be expelled being member of this Church Iglesia Ni Cristo with Scott knowledged of this consequences without a questioned we got married in Civil, both legal US citizen resident of guam were Scott is 44 and 5 months yo and iam 43 and 7 months old as we both tried to hide this situation of ours in this Church, as we both lied about it and fear to be expelled for me again which this will be my second time to get expelled , first i was expelled being divorced and second being remarried that i get paranoia for being expelled over and over again with this two situation, were iam stunt to think in how i get into this situation were i have a strong faith that shouldnt be in this situation, a belief that marriage is till death do us part.... To go on living and hiding our situation myself being remarried without my church knowledged bothers me like iam worsed than Criminal hiding something iam not supposed to, so therefore i come out and revealed it to our Church administration in Quezon City PHils. were our request was declined to be blessed as married couple, and instead a separation from each other, a decision we received from our church administration, without questioned to reason out, very disappointed hearing the decision not knowing how we can fulfill it to separate from each other in a situation we are already married and living in the same roof as Scott own residential property was just recently sold , a very sensitive subject we couldnt talk about it, and with my lack of talking ability, being No talk No trouble kind of person and to talk about it, is something will bring trouble that i dont like... But the moment of truth when he bad news delivered for us to be both expelled becaused we didnt separate from each other without reasoning quietly accepted the discipline decision that our name as registered official member was removed, awhile silently continous ourselves to attend the worship services in other local area of the same church were we are both under the returnee probation which means not official registered member with my full understanding that i can get remarried only, to be accepted by this Church when my first husband dies for me to be released from the knot being married under the law of God were i let God be God by his mercy on us hoping to recieve placing in god own hands our future in this helpless situation that i do not know what to do, except for simply never give up to worship God the only hope i know, someone who can help me and no one else as i do not know anyone in man level, who i can possibly give my trust that can help me sensing man words is contradicting to how i know God..I rather leave everything unto god hands my full trust , with the kind of my heart that i have no heart to hurt God, that it is what my own heart desires to prevail and not his, innocently keeping it to myself not knowing what to do but i found myself not doing anything except to simply never stop actively attending every worship services which is our primary obligation, wherever we may go.... And it is our the same situation until now for over 5 years like nothing is happening wrong , and finding other hidden knowledges about myself as far as my true relation to Jesus Christ and my true relation to Scott and my true relation to the man who iam asking a permission for me to allow to be remarried again the head executive minister EDUARDO MANALO of this Church Iglesia Ni Cristo ... And my calling to be the one to SPEAK THE TRUTH under the law of man which all of a sudden kicks in me the time i was plot for 7 times to be destroyed and everything was revealed unto to me by the power of God with the power i sensed i could communicate with people who revealing everything unto me for me to beleived iam the one, who knows me sinced the day i was born... That i found myself communicating with God, Jesus Christ and my true husband EDUARDO MANALO as far iam concerned they are the true one who speak directly using my own mouth of words , with the full senses and knowledged i know who is talking through me by testimony... And it is the same up to present time by the power of God i able to speak the truth that my physical body appearanced with my true legal name is the true one who abled to released and TELL THE TRUTH alone by my ownself but i sensed it was being transmitted to the whole world my mind and my voiced when i do speak out as i see the changes reactions to the people around me whenever my mind speak or whenever my mouth speak the key words were i can relay as it is all related about of who iam , and about how i was destroyed by the troubled issues of the two theives woman they both created that put the life of many top people in big trouble as well, and keep on in destroying me by the same troubled master issues of the two theives woman i know it become the same way trouble of many top people for this world to become a troubled world originating from the same sourced master troubled created by the two theives woman who both the reason in how i was destroyed over and over again, and them all for this guam to be the placed to be blamed to be blown away the sourced of trouble that no one knows except me in how it begin from the people around me in the past which i do realized they had made it permanent from yesterday and today and forever, till it is revealed the same two theives woman had accepted to have something to blown away this world and the fulfillment of the prophecy of God in how devil is the destroyer of this world was placed by the devil upon both of them by high powerful key word in how to ignite for this world to END into the lake of fire burning hell.. And this is my calling to speak the truth for how man can be save from this horror everlasting suffering , that only my father JEUS CHRIST a holy man God own begotten son, he gave the full power of authority for mankind to bow down unto him and whoever accept him as a savior of his only church his own body found member in particular as one flesh one bones of him will be save in his second coming to claim his own people to escaped this destroyed blown away world HELL everlasting lake of fire eternal suffering for many unbeleiver...
Posted on: Thu, 27 Jun 2013 17:52:00 +0000