Seven months ago I would of been sitting at home in a state of depression hating my life without any ability to shake it off not even taking notice of anything or anyone around me. I was in a trance of negativity. I would let the negative opinions of others sink so deep in my head, I was unable to control myself and my thoughts. I didnt realize what was happening. I would think so far ahead and write my own life plans that would never come true. I was suffering like this for over 15 years and never told anyone. I would just love coming home and sit on my own in my little corner hoping someone will notice my pain and come to my rescue. After being hit hard so much times I was unable to get up. I was suffering from depression and didnt even realise all this time why or how it happened. I know people are battling from all sorts of diseases and addictions but trying to contain it yourself only makes the disease spread. Trust me I thought I could of done it all myself, I had to much Pride to ask for help, as coming from a Middle Eastern Background we dont ask for help. Were supposed to be men that dont show weakness but I know now I was so blind and stupid. The hardest thing in this society is asking for help. If the devil tries to tell you not to ask for help always do the opposite. The only man I want to be is a Man of God. Pride doesnt get you to heaven, reaching out and getting to know God does. The devil played a big role in my life but God now plays the most important role in my heart. And im shinning. Take a minute and ask yourself AM I TRULY HAPPY WITH MY LIFE ? DEPRESSION, ANXIETY,LONELINESS,HATE, MONEY is not happiness.... Life has knocked me down many times, but God has always picked me up. From wanting to take my life, I am blessed with life. God believes in your abilities-Do what you can. Believe in Gods ability-He will do what you cant.
Posted on: Mon, 04 Aug 2014 02:59:12 +0000
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