Shes trying so hard not to give in. Trying so hard to swallow the tears and the lump in her throat. Shes trying not to her mind. Her mind is saying You can do it! Let him fly! Watch him plummet thru the waters. You can do it. Save yourself!! Get away from this place! Get away from him! But then... The voice deep inside her. The one she never listens to. The one she never can hear is screaming at the top of her lungs! Screaming in agony! Screaming in misery! All by the thoughts people are placing in her mind. All because of her mind! The inner self of her is trying to break down the wall she put up years ago. Shes trying to get thru. Trying to save her future. Trying to save herself. Trying to save him. Its like shes trapped in a dungeon crying out! But no one can hear her! Its like shes nothing! Like shes just an imaginary whisper!! The wall is slowly crumpling down... All she can do is watch as her tears fall down her face. Her hair wrapped savagely around her neck. She starts to feel defeated but then. Just then. She witnesses herself do something she never thought she could ever do. She grabs him and pulls her into her embrace and she refuses to let him go. Im trapped in these walls. I was almost defeated before i saw myself do the impossible. I took a stand. Its not easy. People keep telling me im making the wrong decision. But im tired of listening to everyone. Im done with doubts. Today tried to tempt me back into those walls. But you know what? Im tired of being the coward ive always been. Im tired letting everyone else rule me life while i had the sky high brick walls surround me and trap me in. Im done. Im out now. Im inlove with one person. And no matter happens. We may fight. We may not see eye to eye often. But at the end of the day there is no one else id rather have wipe away my fears and my tears. Theres no one else id rather have embrace me. Hes all i could ever ask for and so much more! And no one. I mean no one can take that away from me. ~ToxicSoul~
Posted on: Mon, 28 Oct 2013 03:17:50 +0000