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Since everyone is bringing up a month ago let me tell everyone why I want to go back. A month ago today I was feeling pretty down. I had written paramore and shiny toy guns a letter and drawn them a picture. I was told Sixthman could get it to them. Then that morning they said they couldnt. How was I going to tell the two bands that they changed my life when I was looking death in the eye. Well at the belly flop contest I managed to get the letter to Jeremy. One down! I hadnt seen any of the stg members at that point so I was getting worried. I went and ate at the buffet since food always helps. Lol as I was leaving I saw Mikey and his wife. I wasnt going to bother them but something made me turn back around. Mikey walked away so I went up to his wife. I told her I didnt mean to bother her then asked if she could give the band something for me. She didnt have to say us. But the sweetheart she is she smiled and said she could. Now I wrote these letters not thinking that they would actually read them on the cruise or at all. I had to write them though. Well that night I was the first in line for stg for a second time. Ended up getting pushed back which made me sad but I was there watching the band that helped me through so much so I got over it. With a few songs left they stopped. I heard my name come out if Carahs mouth. Took me a second cause I felt like I was dreaming. She thanked me for the sweetest letter with a hug and a signed poster. Wasnt about to tell her that I had spent monkey I didnt have that morning and bought one..or that she spelled my name wrong. Lol then after the show I ran into Carah and Jeremy. Usually Id be way too shy to talk to them but I had to thank them. Getting to talk to them was amazing. Carah liked my prom dress and shoes. And they both admired my collection of tattoos. I want to go back to a month ago because I finally felt safe out there. I want to go back to be with people who felt like family. Miss you all.
Posted on: Tue, 08 Apr 2014 15:13:58 +0000

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