So I got a message from The Birth Mother of Jasmine... . You only had my Daughter for Like 6 mos, Youre a Stalker & Im going to call the Cops. Shes My Daughter dont you get that? . HAHAHA! Well as funny as that is right there, first off call the cops they will laugh in your face, secondly I had her from the age of 18 mos to 2 1/2 years... SOOOO Lemme splain someting to chew!... for those of you whom have asked me about her as well, here it is... . I got Jasmine When she was 18 mos old, Malnourished, hungry all the time, bouncing around from Crack house to Motel room... . & Even in all that chaos, She was still such a bright shinning lil angel, who shed this light on My Life, Made me wanna be better so i could giver her Better. She instantly clung to Me in desperate need of MOMMY who loved her more than anything, and I did.. & I still do... . I fed Her, I clothed Her, I put a roof over Her head, but there is so much more than that to being a Mommy.. . I played, laughed, & cried with her, I protected her from Monsters, I layed in Her lil tiny bed with Her when all she wanted was to snuggle herself to sleep, i took care of her when she was sick, wiped her tears & fixed her BooBoos, I was on My way to giving her a Life she deserved to live, one where she was LOVED unconditionally by not just Me but My WHOLE Family! . After HER MOTHER lost custody of her while in My care, I was getting ready to file for adoption... YEAH, I WAS GOING TO ADOPT HER!! That is how friggin much I LOVE this lil girl... . Then I got pregnant.. Her Father Mentally abused Me, made me so sick, that Docs were SO sure neither Me nor My baby was guna make it thru, My Obstetrician knew about My Home life & advised several times to leave the Man I was with, & start focusing on Me n My Baby... . I knew eventually I had to but I was so afraid of losing her that I put it off as long as I could.. . Me & Devyn almost died because of that.. So tell me I dont LOVE this lil girl the way a Mother should, . It finally came to a point where I had to make a choice & I chose Me n My Baby... I left Patrick, & He took her from Me so Quick, I felt like the Life had just been sucked out of Me, Like part of My heart had been torn away, & still feel a lil empty spot everyday of my life that belongs to her.. . I thoroughly planned on going thru with filing for adoption after Devyn was Born, until I found out that now HER FATHER lost custody of her due to abuse, malnourishment, & neglect, in which case she spent 2 weeks over her Bday (which is Christmas Day) in intensive care, & i died a lil inside knowing she was there
Posted on: Sat, 03 Jan 2015 15:36:55 +0000
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