So I just want to give a little testimony that happened tonight. For awhile now, Ive been going through a season of depression or just a down time in my life the past few months. Feeling so hopeless. Im pretty good at hiding it, and it even considered suicide. I know what youre thinking, he has it all together, how in the world could he be depressed or feeling worthless, and suicide?! Well believe it! Im just being real right now! And after work today, Im on my way home and I turned on worship music which I do a lot. But today was different, I felt the Holy Spirit in my car. He was saying Go home, go in your room, take a quick nap (bc he knew I didnt get much sleep last night and worked all day) bc Im gettin ready to do something in your life! And honestly I was thinking to myself, No church service or worship experience at church has helped me so far, so why would it happen in my bedroom?? Well I woke up, go on my phone and went to passion 2014 and I like Christine Cain, so I said Ok Lord, Ill listen to it and see what happens. Well her sermon rocked my world, and basically it took King David 20 years after he was anointed king, to reign! But he was faithful through those years and David didnt lose sight! That we have to go through some stuff to get to where God wants us to be and to do what God wants us to do! And how God looks at the heart and not what man sees. That we are suppose to be the image of God! It dawned on me that its not about me, its about Jesus! It truly is! That Hes just lookin for some ppl to be real and faithful to him, to trust him through the hard times! And when were faithful and realize we werent put on this earth for ourselves, but to be that light, then God use us the way he wants to! Its not about our fame! I think thats what happens a lot and that we get selfish, looking at other ppls success to compare ours to when all We should see is if were doing Gods will, thats what God sees as success! And my brother also talked about worship last week, and how we need to be intimate with God! Well I put on some intense worship music and literally balled my eyes out for about a hour and the presence in MY BEDROOM was so real and tangible! He delivered me any bondage, any depression, any suicidal thought and any sin that had been holding me back from letting God use me! Im ME again! And Im not saying this to brag or anything on myself, but praise be to God!! I honestly dont know what you might be facing right now, but we serve a faithful God! We are all sinners, we all are imperfect ppl, so dont think your life is to complicated for God to fix! He wants to use us! Not for our own fame but for his Glory! When we are selfless, thats when God can use us! We are good enough, no matter what you think of yourself or the hurtful words that come from other ppl! He will give you the Joy and confidence in yourself, he will make you whole! He did for me tonight, and in my bedroom! Take your life back and let Jesus use you! I dont know who thats for today but you can do this thing we call life! Itll never be easy, but its worth it! Let Jesus show you your purpose and let the image of who he is show instead of ourselves! God does has amazing plans for you today! So go spend some time with him in worship & his word (everyday) and see what God does through you! Hes so faithful and sooo good!! I love you all and praying for you! Blessings!!
Posted on: Tue, 05 Aug 2014 23:53:52 +0000
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