So I lay here in bed and Im thinking about where I was this time last year,let me start with this first something has really been bothering me and I havent said a word to anyone not even the ones closest to me,I have all these feelings and horrible thoughts of me in the hospital having a heart attack just like it was yesterday,its something that I think about every day! 2 heart attacks in 2 days,code red at 5:00 am all alone in my hospital bed with 10 or more people working on me,scariest thing I have ever been through in my life! It just hit me that tomorrow is my 1 year anniversary and its all I can think about! I have my 1 year appointment coming up next week to discuss my 2nd artery that was 60% blocked this time last year,hoping we can fix this one with no problems Im really trying to have a positive attitude but it has been real hard this year so tomorrow will be a test for me on my mind and body.
Posted on: Thu, 28 Aug 2014 03:33:51 +0000
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