So Ive been feeling a little old lately. Lots of changes and - TopicsExpress



          

So Ive been feeling a little old lately. Lots of changes and stressful obstacles in my life lately that Ive found myself wondering what happened. Ive been praying a lot and God brought me to a picture that my cousin Kresha Spence posted. I decided to take a look down memory lane (which is why I photo document everything lol) and quickly remembered why Ive been feeling this way. Ive allowed myself to get so caught up on my obstacles and the stresses of day to day life. Rather than embracing my loved ones I was avoiding them because I was too busy. Rather than having fun and making the time to enjoy myself and company of those I loved I came up with a billion excuses as to why I shouldnt. Ive become so critical of how I look rather than remembering what kept me going, in shape, and feeling so alive!!! Life is what you make of it and I have to actively remind myself how I want that life to be lived and loved! Ive got so much love in me for nature, people, animals, art, music, excitement and adventure and I havent been feeling a lot of that lately. These pictures really helped remind me what its like to love and be loved! Thank you Kresha for sharing the TBT pic. Sometimes we do things that we have no idea of its effects (good and bad) thanks for making a big difference in my life today girl! Love ya!! There is a picture within the compilation that is of me being awarded a gung ho award at a fun run event by the USMC. I had no idea what it meant and had no idea awards were given that day but I always give my all in all that I do. Im a competitor by nature, full of passion and have the heart of my parents so giving my all is all I know how. I may come up short and in this case I did (I was the first place girl but not first overall) but I always want to see others do well despite where I may fall. I was known as the loud mouth that day and spent my time yelling and clapping for others. That silly award meant so much to me because thats who I am! Thats who I want to be remembered as! Bristen Caldron you always inspire me! Living each day to the fullest!!! Love my fam!!
Posted on: Fri, 15 Aug 2014 01:20:36 +0000

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