So dreaming about it and thinking about it. I would have loved to have had the feeling of being a new father through everything. Through the pregnancy test to the doctors appointments to the rushing to the hospital to getting yelled at and seeing the birth of my child. It doesnt look like thats gonna happen and it really sucks. I wanted to be there for everything but I cant. No excitement just misery. No getting to feel him kick or anything. I want the experience but that doesnt look like thats gonna happen. Please no negatively.
Posted on: Fri, 18 Jul 2014 13:57:14 +0000