So for all of you wondering what happened yesterday, it was very interesting. The thing is that you have to believe. If you dont then there is no sense reading anymore of this post. If you do ... read on! After she explains how it works she begins talking out loud about her feelings. The first thing she spoke about to the audience is her feeling of yellow roses. To her yellow roses represent someones name like Rosie. Well Danielle just about had a cow! Rosies favorite color and flower were yellow roses. Again you have to understand how this works. Theresa asked many questions from the audience about things she was feeling. She asked if someone had three deaths in a row, boom, boom, boom. Alayne and I just laughed. She walked over to the side of the audience to ask if anyone had a tattoo of their childs face on their arm. A lady did! She asked if someone in our area had lost a daughter in an accident. I raised my hand. She asked if I had a special necklace for my daughter - which I do! I often wear her Jordyn necklace that my mother gave to her. She said you are not wearing it so I cannot see it - which was correct. She saw three bracelets in her memory. Danielle and Samantha screamed from the balcony. Theresa wanted to know who they were. We told them our daughters. She then wanted to know why they were all the way up there and Danielle yelled that we put them in the cheap seats! too funny!!!! She told me she had the feeling of could have, should have, would have. My daughter was dead and nothing could change that fact. I needed to understand that fact. It was here time. I need to put all my negative feelings in my suitcase and send it away with Jordyn. Then she asked again about something special that I have or was given to me in memory of Jordyn. I told her my sister and daughter gave me a necklace. Samanthas voice came over a microphone we were all looking for where the sound was coming from then saw Samantha. Samantha mentioned the plane necklace they gave me. Theresa told me my special piece of jewelry was Tiffany - which it is. She asked if my daughter was flying in a small plane from an island! She asked Danielle and Samantha if they each had tattoos in memory of my daughter. Now as I said, either you believe or dont believe. Each person grieves in a different way. Parents are never to bury their children. I am sure Jordyn is mad at me for my behavior and my lack of life but that is where I am. Talking to Theresa did not make me feel any better than I did before she talked to me. Complete sadness and depression is where I am. Jordyn has come to me several times and I wish it could be every night. When I smell her Sweet Pea I know she is here. I want her to visit every day. I am selfish - I want her HERE!!
Posted on: Tue, 03 Dec 2013 00:25:34 +0000
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