So its cold, and not the best feeling in the world when your whole world is crumbling around you and its completely outside of my control, I owe the state of Colorado 600$ I lost most of my material possessions about 650$, I have to be here physically for court in March, everyone that I truely care about is kinda giving me the cold shoulder, as its 20* outside wind is whiping at 60+mph and all Im wearing is 2 sweaters, all I can think about is how could this get worse? Oh yea Im pretty much on my own, I have no one to turn to for answers, or lost shit, futher more what should I be asking myself next? Im not trying to pity party, Im just tring to vent, I have no one to talk to, thank you anyone who read my gripe, no comments please their not necessary, I just feel miserable and worthless about now...... I feel like Ive ruined peoples lives made bad impressions & and it kinda hurts pretty bad, I just cant put to words how people have made Me felt..... Ive never felt or experienced more things than before this week, i cant even describe what Im tring to think about, my stress level is threw the roof, I just want to sit on the HIGEST place I can and take pics and blaze myself into a coma, nothing is ever gonna make this rite, to me or anyone Ive effected adversely, I just cant get away from dramma and petty bullshit to Save my life, I want to be somewhere I can just think to myself, if the only thing you can do is sigh, u know ur on the bottom......
Posted on: Tue, 06 Jan 2015 04:21:05 +0000
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