So my meds have been increased slightly in dosage (by choice and gentle encouragement from the nice new doctor). Its weird, Im getting better and getting a little more on my feet but this has me paranoid that Im going to have a big crash. On my driving lesson on tuesday I had a very large panic attack and it threw me a little. The truth is I need to kick this, so I figured I should increase for now, see how it helps, but continue to work on myself at the same time. Theres a stress management course Im going to look into, and Im going to focus on the positives as much as possible. so heres my positives - I have a wonderful, hard working, amazing fiancee who is the most supportive person on the planet. I have a awesomely supportive family as well. I have a gaming youtube channel that is one person away from 50 subscribers, and is on 3000 views thus far and is gaining in both every day. I have a band that is booking gigs and working out rehearsals and future plans. I have this beautiful ridiculous house that will soon be more homely and less where the hell does this go Im willingly applying for jobs for the first time in forever. I have great friends. some of which will be coming over to the new abode this weekend for a Game Of Thrones marathon and ridiculous amounts of booze and mexican food. Things are good. I am extremely grateful.
Posted on: Thu, 04 Sep 2014 11:28:37 +0000