So this is going to be kind of a long status, sorry. Growing up I never thought my life would end up like this. I never thought that at 18 I would meet and fall in love with a heroin addict who would eventually start abusing me. I never thought that at 21 I would marry my abuser. I never thought that at 22 my husband would rob two banks and change several lives, including my own, forever. I never thought that at 23 I would be diagnosed with heart disease and have to change the way I live, even a simple thing like a trip to the dentist had to be altered. And I NEVER EVER EVER thought that at 24 doctors would find a tumor. Now I sit here replaying what I was told when they found it, Keep an eye on it. If it gets any bigger you need to come in ASAP because thats not a good sign. I havent even been 24 for 4 months yet and I might have cancer. I know Im strong, but Im getting to my limit. I dont understand why I have to keep going through hell and back. But if this is what Heavenly Father wants for me, then I guess I gotta do, what I gotta do. I also have to remember that it could always be worse. Someone, somewhere out there has it much worse than I do. Ive heard a saying before that I love. If everyone in the world got together and threw their problems into a pile, most people would look around at others and take their own problems back. Sorry for such a long post, I just had to get that out.
Posted on: Tue, 18 Nov 2014 21:41:23 +0000
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