So...this is supposed to be happy times leading up to the birth of Joeys first born baby boy. There are enough people who are determined to make sure he doesnt get those happy moments. In the past six months, we have experienced doubts in the pregnancy (but Joey has posted ultrasound pics), doubts the baby is his (but I am not one to cheat), and the latest being threats on me and the baby. I thought my family would be bad about the pregnancy due to religious beliefs...but even at their worst, nothing could be worst than this. Its hard to even get excited about the baby because this has been going on for so long. So, I am going to ride out this pregnancy without any fanfare, baby shower, celebration, or even visitors when hes born! Joey and I will name our baby, pick out his clothes to come home in, and do all of his firsts by ourselves and without any outside influences. That way I know Joey is getting his time with his baby boy without any drama! I am so tired of being the blame or the escape goat for everything everyone else does...because when I am being the blame or the escape goat somehow my innocent daughter gets thrown into the mix...this is stopping now! And will not be passed onto our son! This will piss off some people, but, really, I dont care...and if it does piss those people off, maybe they will think before they threaten my daughter or our unborn son...maybe they will think before they react because I, along with the kids, get the blame for everything done or said...maybe these people will start thinking before they speak. These same people wouldnt put up with it if it was them & theirs going thru this...so, Im not either!
Posted on: Tue, 28 Jan 2014 07:35:08 +0000
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