So were instant coffee drinkers in this household and while I dont often drink it these days, I had a long night of tossing and turning and gave up trying to sleep early this morning. Coffee was a must! and we were all out. There in the very back corner of the counter is that coffee machine I hardly ever notice , a gift that I used a hand full of times No wonder, I think to myself , its scary loud and takes forever. Not something appealing when your trying not to wake the kids. You must be asking yourself where I am going with this. Well see the coffee I have for this machine is the fancy latte/French vanilla kind and while this seemed great at the time, I didnt realise how sad it would make me feel after I took a sip. It brought me back to a very stressful and sad time, when Isaac was a baby, sick in the hospital and I was a scared first time mom and my child had a rare disease that I knew nothing about. We lived day in and day out in the hospital then, tired, afraid and living on virtually no sleep, we drank those French vanilla latte coffees all day/night long. So here I am this morning drinking this yummy coffee and all I feel is sadness and anxiety, for the past and the future :( and all I can do is pray for the best, carry this heavy load and remind myself that THIS TOO SHALL PASS
Posted on: Thu, 13 Nov 2014 13:40:02 +0000
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