Some days are hard. I get so completely overwhelmed at the complicated things going on in my life and I just break. I panic and being the planner that I am I try to find solutions but there is no immediate solution, and I know that. Some things just take time. And then I feel guilty for feeling bad and weak. But Im not weak, I know this. Im strong, and maybe sometimes a little too strong, to a fault. But like a good friend told me, Im still a woman and its ok if I get emotional every now and then. And then I have days like today. Moments like right now, when Im overcome with joy and peace. Not happiness, but joy. Through my bad days, even though it isnt as strong, I still feel an undercurrent of joy. Even though times are hard, I feel a sense of peace I have never ever felt before and its such an amazing feeling. So amazing that I had to write this super long status and share. I think Im finally finding myself.
Posted on: Wed, 06 Nov 2013 15:26:03 +0000
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