Something personal again for those who are interested: PTSD and the Major Depressive Disorder diagnosis that followed later, destroyed my life as I knew it - my focus, my memory and my affectionate and carefree nature for starters. Then it destroyed my marriage, my career and my ability to generate an income. THEN - I started losing material things in order to survive - selling furniture, my bicycles, motorbike, my car, cashing in my policies, disconnecting sattelite and internet etc. And then visits to therapists and psychiatrists and even a month in a mental health institution followed.. things I never imagined would ever happen to me. My life was turned upside down and I inside out; for sure. I kept saying I wanted my life back - to all psychologists etc. But Life itself had other plans for me. When I realised that, I decided to accept it - and started following Life, instead of trying to force it to do what I wanted it to do and be. It has taken me on roads I never knew existed; to wondrous and breathtaking sites; to places inside myself that I never knew were part of me. I have a NEW life; a brand new me - and a brand new future. And I am so grateful for and excited about it all.
Posted on: Fri, 08 Aug 2014 22:24:21 +0000
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