Sometimes I wonder???? When is all of this going to become worth it.... When will the fight feel like a win instead of a never ending battle between my thoughts and emotions... I go through the motions everyday trying to find the good in the bad, the goodness of every moment, and the happiness when Im sad. Dont get me confused, my children give me that, in every smile, hand holding, hug and kiss, but Im just tired of the struggle- in trying to do what I felt was right I destroyed every piece of anything solid that I had, I know I took it a little to far, but Im only human. I used to say all I wanted was a little bit of appreciation, I made a huge deal out of it when now all I want back is the life I had. The stability, the knowing, the way I didnt have to guess.... Now it just feels like my lifes just one big dirty secret and everyone knows but me.
Posted on: Tue, 02 Dec 2014 23:25:11 +0000
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