Sometimes you just need a good long cry. Im having really bad back pain. Every so often it feels like a giant needle is being stabbed into my lower spine. It jolts me and makes me feel like Im going to fall so I need to use my walking stick. Had to make my husband finish my laundry. It caused a huge panic attack. I started shaking uncontrollably so I started a bath to calm that down. It worked some but as soon as I got out of the bath and put the towel up to my face to dry my face off I realized how frantic in pain I was and how much it controlled my life and I just started sobbing saying under my breath, this is my life? This is my life? This is all I get? This is it? I mean it was a pretty sad moment but it needed to be done. Im not as strong and all put together as people always assume, I got issues and I need to cry. Not everything is think positive for me. I wish it was, I try hard I really do but the pain sometimes has the upper hand and all I can do cry. You know what though? The shaking stopped and emotionally I feel better now. I always say crying is good medicine, unless you have a headache then it just makes it worse lol. ♡ Haullie
Posted on: Wed, 25 Jun 2014 05:14:07 +0000
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