Sorry but I HAVE TO stay away from you 11:25 I didnt mean to fall in love with you, and I never wanted to be like this. Who will ever want a complicated life? If I had the chance to choose, I would have chosen to be normal, and be into men, get married, and have children someday. But it happened anyway. This is me, and its not easy. Youre my best friend, and I need you. But more than that, I need my peace of mind. I tried to shrug my feelings off, and just be contented being your friend, but its not easy, and it didnt work. Obviously, I cant stay being your friend without falling deeper in love with you, and constantly getting hurt. I love you so much, and Im sure this isnt something that will just go away on its own. I never felt like this for anyone before. But you know what sucks? Its knowing that theres no chance of us, because youre not like me. And if you ever find out about my feelings for you, you, yourself, might turn away from me. So Im just giving myself a head start, actually. I know youre starting to notice my avoidance. Im not texting or calling you anymore. I dont sit beside you, and I decline every chance of spending time with you. Please understand that I have to do this. I NEED TO THIS FOR ME TO MOVE ON. Then maybe I can be your best friend again after I stop having these feelings for you. Ive spent a long time trying to do things for you to make you happy, but now I have to do something for myself too. And this is it. I have to stay away from you. -1985, 2010, CS.
Posted on: Mon, 27 Jan 2014 11:40:00 +0000
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