Spewing Venom 1/11/2015 12:56 PM Laying here...once again drowning in sorrow...not giving a damn about tomorrow...l could end it all so easily...swallow a handful of pills...lay here and anticipate endless sleep. But...thats what they expect of me...To end it all dramatically...Thats the type of support that I receive...from those that I try to call family. I dont know what cuts deeper...the lack of faith they have in me... or the failure in the mirror staring back impatiently...Permanent circles under both my eyes...cuz my brain has forgotten how to sleep...Youre the one addicted to dope but Im the one who cant cope...Always fighting life on a downward slope... Searching for any sign of hope...Im the fool for believing in you...see Ill give credit, where credit is due...you gave insanity a good try...I believed everyone of your lies...had me addicted to the smile in your eyes...those same blue eyes I now despise...twisted and distorted by the dopelife...I watched on the sidelines...as the you I know disappeared inside...Your face is familiar...but your priorities need redefined...your soul is addicted to Ice...you cant live without getting high...You dont care about the price...And you call that living life...always rolling the dice...never thinking twice...a little credit would be nice...I did my part...you were my ride...and...I was your die...I stood my ground right by your side...playing the role of your wife...with endless pride...I earned these tears in my eyes...I watched as you said goodbye...leaving to restart your life...with who else but...my sister by your side....now I hear youre gonna make her your bride...and to think of all the time I wasted...all the hours I cried...cuz I watched with my own eyes...the you I know die...forever to be trapped inside...while youre demons enjoy controlling your mind. Chanel Kalani Galaza
Posted on: Fri, 16 Jan 2015 06:21:33 +0000
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