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Such a beautiful song i love it. One day my loved ones friends ill be comeing home. I wish god would of let me come home when i was in that seriouse car accident frank and i were in back in January 10, 2010 t-boned on my side bleeding inturnaly from a burst bladder broken back ribs jaw pelvis claps lung cuts on my hand and my side hip. It was my only way out im angry i was so close of death and i got through it and im alive here today in pain for the rest of my life cause of a drunk driver. My anger and depression are worse have bad anxiety even in a car with someone one driveing thinking this cars getting in our lane gonna hit us freak out heart raceing. Im not the same person i dont want to be this person i dont know how to get rid of this monster inside me my mom created. But i deal with it every day and i have to wait till its my time to go home witch i was so close to going there but i keep getting told it wasnt my time f that it was in i should of been dead cause if thar were someone else they would of died why dose he take someone that didnt get hurt bad like i did i just dont understand y he wants me here what is my purpose what does he want from me i been praying to him my whole child hood life god i dont want to be hear please just let me go why didnt he just let me go January 10,2010. Im sorry if this offends u if u got to the end and u didnt like it u should of stop reading it along time ago and moved on through facebook no one likes to hear how i feel or listen to what i have to say or care what i feel or have to say so im gonna wright it out loud on facebook. Im fine i just need to let it out for once with out being pushed away i understand theres not people like me will listen to u even if u told me it a million times. Facebook ask me whats on my mind well im telling them for the first time sence i been on here sence 2012. This been on my mind sence January 10 10 now you know my crazy lady story of our serious car accident that happend 1/10/10. T
Posted on: Sat, 18 Oct 2014 14:08:22 +0000

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