#Suicide She was soon to be 18, in a few days. She was so fed up from her family disputes and her parents always fighting. She was living the life of a broken family child even though her parents were not divorced... Sitting on the couch, hearing those raised voices. She smiled with sarcasism. She thought may be if i die our relatives come to know what a pathetic life we are living and they take my mother and siblings away from my father... Far far away... :) She bucked up courage, wiped her tears, went to the kitchen and brought herself a knife and locked herself in the bathroom. She tried to cut her vein, but all in vain. She had putted three cuts simultaneously but all she saw was a few drops of blood... She was getting weak, crying and wishing if she could have lived a lil more and tried to convince herself from putting another cut... But suddenly she heard her mother begging her father to have mercy on them... Her anger and frustration shooted. She went out of there, took her pencil sharpner, removed its nail with the same knife and rushed back to bathroom... She was sitting there on the floor staring at her wrist. She closed her eyes, took a deep breath and smiled again with tears in her eyes. Her vision was getting blur. She again wiped her tears and putted that blade on her wrist, and waited for a few seconds as if she was gaining courage, gaining courage to end her life, that life which had several dreams for but was not worth living at that while... She first cut her vein quite deeply, and the blood rushed out but then she closed her eyes and abruptly started putting cuts, 9 or 10 cuts and she lost her stamina and the blade fell off her hand. She started weeping but then she noticed something, the sight of her blood streaming out her wrist and the floor was flooded with her blood... :) Aaah! WHAT A SIGHT :) *she thought with a sarcastic smile* She found relief... She again closed her eyes, rested her head on the wall and took a deep breath. She started feeling dizzy. She felt her mind shutting down. All the scenes were fading. Oh yes she was slowly and gradually going deep to the darkness... She felt like dying... She was dying... To be continued... Simi © https://m.facebook/ourhiddenfeelings
Posted on: Sun, 06 Jul 2014 10:23:38 +0000
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