TESTIMONY TUESDAY: I WAS SCARED! I feared failure, the unknown, denial, and hurt. WE ALL walk around with some fear that we haven’t faced. Fear to LOVE, fear to GIVE OUR ALL, fear of facing Him!!! I HAD A BIG FEAR OF LOSING WEIGHT!!!! Which some may not believe because I was going hard on the journey last year and up until lately, but I knew a part of me wondered “What would I do if I was thin?” “What if it didn’t make me happy?” “What if I got the wrong attention from it?” “What if I gained it all back?” “What if I just couldn’t do it?” I was scared that as many times I messed up, He wouldn’t be happy with me… as many times I knew what was “right” and still did my own thing, I would be judged for. I had guilt because after I was “saved” I did what I could, but I COULD’VE DONE (could do) SO MUCH BETTER! Why would He want to use me? Why try to do right when I’m going to eventually mess up? Why try and lose weight and be fit and put my body through all I do to end up grabbing that cupcake or take weeks off from working out? I DO IT BECAUSE THIS IS NOT THE END. I do it because He’s given me another day to get it right. I do it because Jesus gave HIS LIFE for me and the least I can do is show Him I’m thankful by getting back on track when I fall, by NEVER giving up, and by reaching my hand out to my brother or sister along the way. We got this! #buildarelationshipwithJesus #fallandgetup #thisisnottheend He giveth power to the faint; and to them that have no might he increaseth strength.
Posted on: Tue, 29 Apr 2014 19:33:36 +0000
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