THE LIGHT AND DARK I am standing on middle ground. For the first time in my life I can see with absolute clarity. I’m trying to see things with a new pair of eyes. I am so excited to move and begin the next chapter of my life. Everyone that is a part of my support system says I’m doing better than ever. Things do feel like they have a more positive spin on them. My therapist set a goal for me to begin 3 new activities to meet new people, in the next several months. I do fear this, but know I have to try. I just found out I was approved for free Abilify for the next year. What a large weight lifted. There has always been something about the end of the summer and the beginning of fall that is so prophetic. It’s certainly a time of change. Although I do have two anniversaries of loved ones lost at the beginning of September, I know it is way past time to let them go. I also struggle with saying goodbye to a man who once met so much to me. My writing and health have jumped to the top of my importance list. I decided I am going to start writing my second memoir, mostly as therapy for myself. My wish is to get everything out of me. Then maybe I’ll be ready to pursue publishing. The other 2 books I wrote I feel need to be edited again. I am also thinking of taking a certificate class in Special Event Planning and there will be no excuse not to join the gym, as it is across the street from the place I will be living. Don’t get me wrong, I still have cycles of some mania and low phases, but they are nowhere near as bad as they once were. The medications truly do take the edge off of things. I hate admitting that. I am still extreme in the things that I do; something that maybe will never fully disappear. Maybe the light and the dark will just always go hand in hand. ~MLG/Mistress
Posted on: Sun, 25 Aug 2013 10:58:19 +0000
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