THE PHONE CALL THAT CHANGED MY LIFE ---> PLEASE READ!! I had a really good friend call me wanting to GIVE UP on life one day & it really hit me and has had a BIG IMPACT on my heart recently. I felt as though I felt her pain. I felt her hurt. I felt her sorrow. I felt as though she didnt deserve to feel that way. I felt as though she didnt deserve to feel so scared & so alone! All I wanted to do was hold her in my arms, hug her, love her, care for her and cry with her! Because our friendship is long distance, I was unable to be there physically to do all those things. But I was able to listen, care, and love her through the phone giving her hope again! This beautiful ANGEL was always so happy, bubbly, giving, & the life of the party any door she walked through. I thought to myself why does she feel this way? What made her feel this way? Why does she feel so alone? Shes got everything GOING for her! So many friends, great career, trusting, loving, caring, So so BEAUTIFUL inside & Out, and always a SMILING FACE! Towards the end of the talk I asked her a question...Do you TRUST or BELIEVE in the LORD? She paused....SILENCE..... She responded, I want to trust him, I really do, I want to believe all those people that say they found Jesus one day, that they really mean it, that they really are as happy as they preach, that they cant live without him, and that he is their center of everything. I just feel like I havent experienced this & I dont know if I ever will. I totally 100% could relate with her! I told her that I felt almost the exact same way every time I walked into a church I didnt belong, I didnt fit in, I didnt see what others were seeing. I felt out of place, I felt judged, I also felt SO ALONE! It wasnt until I was saved a few years ago when I surrender my life to christ & I started to see the light to the end of the tunnel. She cried and said, So you believe it can happen to me too? I said, Absolutely, Believe it or not, God has a plan for your life. I don’t know what the future brings, but, I do know that God is in control of the future regardless of what it brings. Hopefully, there will be good things, but as life has proven repeatedly, unfortunate things happen as well and believe it or not, God will not be caught off guard by any of it. No matter what your feeling and everything you are going through is completely normal and a lot of people feel the same way. It just a matter of the right timing & actually fully TRUSTING, BELIEVING, & LETTING GO of all your struggles, problems, worries, and things holding you back than things start to turn. Its unexplainable, but POSSIBLE if you TRULY BELIEVE! :) I asked her if she had ever been prayed for before out-loud and she said not really. I said, can I pray for you? She accepted. :) I prayed a long prayer and at the end she cried again but this time with tears of joy and hope that she will conquer all these thoughts, emotions, and doubts of her life and fully TRUST in the LORD that he will provide her with LOVE, HOPE, FAITH & BELIEVE that she is WORTH more than she knows and that we need her to be her ALIVE on this planet to be the light she has always been!!! It was a heart touching & super powerful in so many ways. The story doesnt even become close to how it really was on the phone. I didnt share this story to preach about GOD or religion I simply did it because NO MATTER what you are going through right now whether its a divorce, break-up, death in the family, loss of a job, medical condition, and/or other tribulations you just cant seem to bare to get through just know that it will pass and everything is happening for reason....The plan for you is BIGGER, BETTER & AMAZING! Just know that you are NOT ALONE and that this is just a chapter in your life that will pass and you are WORTH IT to be here now, to be strong, to be an inspiration, to be loved, to be wanted & to be HAPPY! :) TRUST, BELIEVE, & HAVE FAITH that you will get through it! I hope this post inspired and or impacted someone out there that may be feeling the same way my friend was feeling... Xo / Keisha
Posted on: Tue, 19 Aug 2014 02:08:03 +0000
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