#THF4thSeason0166 #LikeAvideoGame I want to die, and be reincarnated 1000 or so years after. D ko alm kung tamang category ba to, pero I guess, Ive been some what depressed for quite some time. And right now, Im trying to semi kill myself (HAHA) ksi unlike others, d ko kinkaya yung extreme self harm, and yes, my suicidal tendencies din ako, pero agd din akong nagbabackout. Yung ginagawa ko ngayon si ineendure ko yung pains na nararamdaman ko sa katawan ko. I starve myself, tas bigla akong magheheavy meal, puro soft drinks, tas palaging puyat, and mga ganung bagay. Yun lng kaya kong gawin for now. Minsan natetempt akong pumunta sa 9th floor ng PGN at tumalon, pero so far wala pa naman. kung may nabalita man na ganun, alam nyu na siguro kung sino nagsulat neto. haha! Gusto ko kasing mmatay ng biglaan, yung wala masyadong paKSP na effect. na minsn I wish na hindi na lang ako magising or something like that. Alm ko na yung mga comments na marereceive nitong post, I dont mind pero right now, Im satisfied kung anong nngyari sa buhay ko, na yung success parts na dapat manyari sa future gusto kong manatiling masaya sa mga pangarap ko. Kung ano man mangyari after death no one knows for sure unless you experience it. Gusto kong isipin na after death, it is like a video game, I could restart and be some one else.I believe that pagnamatay ka youll just rot and you existing consciousness would also cease, pero theres a part of me na maybe this life is just a phase, kung baga level one, or ibang level na pala. --_____-, CBA, year not disclosed {Kasarian: Lalaki}
Posted on: Mon, 01 Sep 2014 08:01:02 +0000
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