~~ THIS IS FOR ANYONE STRUGGLING TO DEAL WITH LIFE ~~ MY GOALS IN LIFE ARE TO JUST LIVE LIFE.. I AM STRIVING TO DO JUST THAT.. I AM FOCUSED ON CHANGING MY ENVIRONMENT, SURROUNDINGS, PEOPLE DOING WHATEVER IT TAKES TO JUST LIVE HAPPILY... IN PEACE.. IF YOU NEW MY FULL STORY YOU WOULD BETTER UNDERSTAND, LETS JUST SAY YOU HAVE TO LOSE IT ALL, TO FEEL THE WAY I FEEL & UNDERSTAND HOW I FELT INSIDE... YOU MAY THINK YOU KNOW A PERSON AND WHAT HAS WENT ON IN THEIR LIFE, BUT YOU DONT... TO FEEL REJECTED, BACK STABBED, BETRAYED, USED.. SUCKS! ...... TO LOSE THOSE WHO ARE NOW GONE TO GLORY- THAT YOU KNOW HAD YOUR BACK.. SUCKS! WHAT HAS SAVED ME IS I HAVE GOD BY MY SIDE TO CARRY ME THROUGH, SEE PEOPLE ON THE OUTSIDE LOOKING IN, ARE SO FULL OF ENVY, JEALOUSY, WISHING THEY WERE IN MY SHOES, FOCUSED ON THE WRONG STUFF NOT LOOKING AT THE BIG PICTURE.. WOULD HAD NEVER BEEN ABLE TO WALK IN MY SHOES... I HAVE BEEN THROUGH SO MANY TEST, YOU WOULDNT IMAGINE.... WHAT HAS SAVED ME ALONG MY JOURNEY THROUGH LIFES LESSONS IS GOD BLESSED WITH A MAN & HIS FAMILY THAT HAS A SPINE, AND HAS STOOD BY ME, THROUGH EVERYTHING.. AND YES WE HAVE BEEN THROUGH A LOT OF UPS AND DOWNS.. ITS NO MILITARY SECRET!!... SEE I WAS RAISED TO HAVE TOUGH SKIN.. AND I KNEW HOW TO HIDE MY HURTS WELL... BUT GUESS WHAT I NO LONGER FEEL THOSE HURTS, I UNDERSTAND IT ALL AND THE REASONS FOR MY LESSONS IN LIFE.. I UNDERSTAND HOW TO COPE & DEAL NOW! WITH LIFE LESSONS... SO YES I AM VERY PROUD OF ANYTHING GOOD OR ACCOMPLISHMENTS, I AM ABLE TO DO... IT MAY NOT MEAN MUCH TO YOU, BUT IT MEANS A LOT TO ME.. SO TO ALL WHO IS GOING THROUGH SOMETHING, YOU AT THE LOWEST POINT, HOLD ON, A CHANGE WILL COME.. :D :D :D
Posted on: Tue, 08 Jul 2014 13:22:12 +0000