TODAY AND TODAY ONLY……I CAN’T say it often, I won’t. CAUSE it will offend. But IF I DON’T SAY IT….people take me all wrong. I LIKE STUNNERS TO MARRY, and IF YOU ARE NOT ONE….don’t worry or take me wrong……………………….. I’ll get even MORE personal. I LIKE TO show you, I’M human, just so you don’t forget. BUT yeah….I TRY to keep to much PERSONAL out of it. GENERALIZE it. And you can offend. So some things you don’t say. But every now and then IT BECOMES AN OBVIOUS 800 LB, GORILLA, or ELEPHANT in the room, NOT to mention stuff. Like if I was married….or if were a woman pregnant and about to have a baby. THOSE are things that are human, and if you MINISTER…..things IMPORTANT to you…..in YOUR LIFE…will come up. YOU ALMOST can’t minister EFFECTIVELY if your WIFE, HUSBAND don’t come up. IT’S A NATURAL PART OF LIFE. When I was engaged ( I thought) I WAS SO PROUD of my fiance. LOL! Probably mentioned her TOO much. Way too much. BUT SHE WAS GOING TO BE HALF MY LIFE, and this……….SO MANY GAY marriages now, gay people, bad marriages…………A PART OF ME was trying to let people know, THERE ARE GOOD HEALTHY SITUATIONS , ORDAINED by GOD. Sometimes JUST you looking at a RIGHT THING…makes you desire it, and NOT want the WRONG things……..HONESTLY….I WISH people with healthier RELATIONSHIPS, spoke up more. HOW YOU GONNA HAVE A GOD GIVEN HUSBAND, WIFE, FUTURE, CHILDREN, JOB….anything….and IT NEVER COME UP. By GOD…..that is what SO MANY WANT…..anyway…….me for instance……………. …………….. ONE REASON I’M WAITING ON WHO I’LL MARRY…..is to stop SILLY NONSENSE. Like when I minister. I guess as long as YOU’RE SINGLE…..you can’t even TALK to a woman or man without them getting the WRONG IDEAL. Everyone thinks you want them..or their spouse or significant thinks you want them. LOL! It gets in the way of MINISTRY. Brother…Sister…….MINISTERS….MINISTER to one another . THAT’S WHAT WE DO…….like certain things I don’t say. I DON’T want to offend. BUT ONCE MARRIED OR ENGAGED, and I tell you, YOU look…..YOU GET a BETTER picture of me. LIKE I LIKE THE BEST…………..some won’t like this….but I have to say it. I LIKE THE BEST….that’s me. I SERVE GOD SO MUCH…..cause HE’S WORTHY, people need serving, BUT ALSO….cause I ASK for the best. I’m not talking house or car. THOSE are just things. I’M TALKING THINGS LIKE MINISTRY. (ministering to MILLIONS, and BOOKS, MUSIC, and MEGA CHURCH, and ……) You GET THE picture…….THE BEST. Same way with a WIFE……………..I like a virgin, twenty or thirty. No kids, NEVER been MARRIED, drop dead gorgeous, and GOOD MINISTRY, relatable. (AND MAYBE INTERNATIONAL. I’ll be honest, MOST or SOME American women I’ve met don’t have enough respect for men, husbands, or marriage. I’ve met women from other countries who TOTALLY seemed respectful of marriage and a husband. THEY’D do just about anything for one, WITHIN GOD’S law. And more submissive) THAT’S WHAT I WANT. Why do you think I’m not married yet. CAUSE THAT’S REALLY WHAT I WANT, what I feel GOD wants me to have, AND I’M A VERY PATIENT person with FAITH. All I gotta do is KEEP SEEKING THE KINGDOM, and blessing lives. LIVES WOULD BE MEN, WOMEN, BOYS, GIRLS, MARRIED, SINGLE, POOR, RICH, LOCAL, INTERNATIONAL. I CAN’T afford to look at one segment of people and say GOD called me to MINISTER to this type of person. THAT’S LIMITING. HE CALLED ME TO MINISTER TO ALL….MILLIONS, billions. THAT’S how I think. ……………I’M NOT INSECURE in any way. So it’s the same for WIFE…..one day when I’m married, and people look at my wife, ALL PEOPLE will know, THAT’S WHAT JESUS TRUMPET LIKES, so why would HE want anything different. SO IF HE’S TALKING to a person…..HE’S JUST BEING NICE, A CHRISTIAN, A BROTHER, and MINISTRY. And yeah…..ALL brothers and fathers should COMPLIMENT their sisters in CHRIST. Make them feel good. THAT’S WHAT FAMILY DOES. Women have been beat down so much, abused, some husbands don’t even lift their wives up. YOU’D never know they were married. THEY TOSS TONS OF SCRIPTURE at you, FINE….but sometimes I PERSONALLY wonder if a person is even PROUD of their spouse, children, EVEN CHURCH…..if they NEVER MENTION them. Makes me wonder. Either something is WRONG with it, or they REALLY DON’T want it….or….THEY SETTLED. They don’t feel their a STUNNER….don’t want one, or feel they can have one. Even age…….TO ME…..MY age doesn’t matter. I CAN HAVE a twenty, thirty year old. And you can too…MEN OR WOMEN….if that’s what you want, and YOU SERVE JESUS whole heartedly, and are patient. GO AND GET ANYTHING, and have to be stuck with it for EVER….and UNPROUD of it…..THAT’S on you. GOD wanted you to have BETTER. If you think you got BETTER and a BLESSING….to me, YOU’LL say it every now and then. IF NOT….you’ll compartmentalize, keep it separate and a secret. BECAUSE YOU MUST BE ASHAMED of it. ……………… Something that when YOU LOOK AT ME, then HER…..you be like, WOW……HE sure is a MAN OF GOD……….He don’t have to say NOTHING…..LOOK at who’s with him. THAT TELLS YOU A LOT ABOUT HIM……..in this case..ME. So I won’t say this too much more. BUT ALL WOMEN ………………..i aint AFTER YOU. I’m a NICE GUY, CHRISTIAN BROTHER, MINISTER, and IF that means TALKING personally or chatting, NOT JUST OVER SOME PULPIT…..that’s what I do. NOW….a few women I have met, I’D MARRY……but GOD’S gotta tell me FOR SURE, and SINCE I like INTERNATIONAL….that means I gotta get it shipped over here. LOL! That takes money, and making SURE. Why bring something from AFAR…..and it get near, and it’s not what you want. I’M SLOW, PATIENT, WANT THE BEST, and make sure it’s GOD’S WILL. Finally, ALL I said, …………..I’D marry whoever GOD told me. They can be sixty, five kids, not so physically attractive, one leg, and can’t minister a lick. BUT IF GOD said, THAT’S YOUR WIFE….I’M turning on the charm. LOL! But UNTIL GOD says that……AND HE HASN’T IN FOUR YEARS… …...just so you know…..I LIKE STUNNERS…..if you consider YOURSELF A STUNNER, and YOU’RE UNMARRIED, and YOU CAN TELL IF I’M INTERESTED IN YOU…………………..then………..YOU KNOW. I MAKE IT PLAIN AND CLEAR……….all other women………………I’M JUST A MINISTER…….GIVING YOU WHAT THUS SAYS THE LORD. You don’t have to put more into that….nor your significant others. ONE DAY when I AM MARRIED….i won’t even have to say all this. PEOPLE WILL LOOK AT MY WIFE, and look at me talking to them about GOD….and they will know. HE’S SIMPLY A MINISTER TALKING TO ME ABOUT GOD, being HUMAN, AND A NICE BROTHER…….no more than that………………………..ONE person a long time ago…….WAS working with me, STOPPED. I never asked why. Always wondered. Then I realized, OH…SHE’S MARRIED. Her husband must have gotten mad. I said, COOL…..I don’t want to interfere with a marriage. BUT ……COMMON SENSE said to me…………WHY DIDN’T SHE JUST SAY, I’M MARRIED, and MY HUSBAND don’t want me dealing with no man on the internet. Even for ministry…………………..ISN’T THAT KIND OF A COMMON SENSE , COMMUNICATIVE, BASIC way of EASILY speaking? ……………………….or maybe that’s hard to say. OR MAYBE…..i DON’T know…..maybe she liked me, and HER SIGNIFICANT other felt that way too. I don’t know. I WASN’T THINKING that way towards her. People………are very unique….think differently, I guess. IN THE MEANTIME, BETWEEN TIME……………I don’t know. I always figured GOD gave us a mouth for a reason. HE didn’t make us mind readers……………………………….
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