Tears fall onto da shattered pieces as i sit there n watch my world b turned upside dwn....da feelin of importance fadin as i watch my life slowly fade into n emotional journey....explorin da complicated moments of a broken soul lost in reality....so many things left untold in fear of bein judged pushed away n alone....who do i trust if i cant even trust myself my own flesh my own blood da vision of myself disgusts me mre n mre each day misunderstood nt only by others but by myself as well....how can anyone love me if i cnt find it in me to love myself yearnin to plz da world but cant even plz myself....just a grl stuck wonderin wat is it really dat im here for wat is it dat i was born into dis world to do....confused mre n mre each day i awake tryin to smile yet da tears take over n my body becomes numb with pain as i slowly grow weaker by da frowns i bring upon my face n da ones surroundin me....cant stand to look at myself in da mirror bcuz i become mre n mre ashamed of myself for wat i.continue to put myself thrue......just a grl lost wishin someone can understand dat when im feelin dwn all i need is dat helpin hand to wrap around me tight enuff to reassure me dat im gonna b ok dat helpin hand dat will guide me to my own heart beat to.reassure me i have a reason in life i dnt want to talk just dat helpin dat will guide me to wipe my own tears to tell me i need to b stronger in order to push da misery away....i feel dead inside but alive outside just tryna survive to see another day.....m i wrong for feelin dis way m i wrong for losin control of my own sanity.....god is testin me n its up to me whetha i pass or fail....its only right i fight dis fear n let all dis wash away even if it means takin it all to da chest n forgettin dat there was eva dis lost girl :/
Posted on: Thu, 05 Sep 2013 14:26:25 +0000
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