Tell me where Love goes when its gone..?? I did not tell him that I had a crush on him forever. That the crush no longer remained crush but transformed into love unless someone comes up with a better word for it. He loved someone else ,that someelse who had everything I didnt. And when I say she had everything I didnt have I mean it. I did not have a two faced personality,I did not have a devastating beauty but a beauty presentable enough. I had heart full of unconditional love not the one full of unreasonable ignorance. She had her reasons to not to love him back. And I had mine to still love him back. Long ago I lost the urge to gain him. Its just the lingering affection I have to deal with. Poor guy lost me in the battle of hearts. I shamelessly value my self because I paid the price of my heart. My brain was built enough to tell the difference. He does not have a reasoning like I have. Both of us lost the ability to love again. Whom to blame and whom to not? They think love is for children but I wish I could owe him death I would have gladly shut down my heart and brain forever that never for a second erased him. Hell its crazy to be in love. And its crazy to be in love and yet being single. How do I define my status now. I am singularly in love thats what I can come up with. Damn it. Give me my heart back man, you arent appreciating it. Than I clutched my heart out again for a fact I so feared not to have realised,that I cant love again because I love a man who doesnt in the slightest bit care I exist,may be he did a nice time ago !! I start gathering pieces of my mind and heart that I always scatter around while thinking of him ! #firstlove #stupidlynobel -Ahi
Posted on: Mon, 29 Dec 2014 16:23:57 +0000
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