Thank you to each and everyone who so loving pray for my little family. Those of you that also pm me that you’re here right by my side. It means a lot me. And those who continues to stand in prayer for us. Last night my son, daughter & I poured our hearts out to save our little family at our family meeting. Only God knows where HE is taking us. My heart is shattered as we were with each other for 20yrs, my marriage of 17yrs came down to this point of the other person hardening his heart. Ive learned so much all these years, that I do have forgiveness in my heart. I gave it my best. I endured so much but I still chose to respect, love and honor him. I never wanted to see this day that my marriage would come to an end like this. The pain is unbearable. What is helping me and my children through this process is knowing that God’s plans always prevail. We have peace resting in the Lord’s embrace. In this world we live in, people give up so easily, the woman God gave them they don’t cherish yet they spend their time on the ones who can satisfy their instinct desires only to give them their ego boost. They forget the one that stood by their side through thick and thin just to make time for a complete stranger that cannot add to them seeing clearly the value of their wife and children. They put away the ones that love them to start a new life not wanting to face the truth. There are many lustful and selfish people out there and I pray God will forgive you as your selfish ways breaks homes and family. Understand this God knows your intentions and everyone always answers to that. It breaks my heart. BUT my Faith is strong. This is the Lord’s battle. I know who I am. I know I am a precious daughter of the most high God. I know I’m under HIS protection. I know HE only has blessings coming to me as HE knows my heart. I know God hates divorce and HE’s made it clear that even with a divorce the wife is to be remain unmarried and reconciled with her husband. With this I continue to ask you to stand in prayer for my little family. I don’t know if God will restore or reconcile my marriage but I only want a partner that has his heart right with the Lord. And I know God will not allow me to be with someone who has bitterness, hate, anger, unforgiveness and a hardened heart. I know God’s desires of having a partner for me is someone who deeply loves me, supports, uplifts and encourages me. Someone who will stand firm in our household to love, protect and lead our little family. We can never ask anyone to do what they cannot do, this I know. We can only give love, if we have love. We can only have compassion, if we know that we are not perfect ourselves. Please continue to stay in prayer for my family. From last night’s family meeting I am more clear has to what I have endured all these years and it was not healthy for me. I also have a renew strength to continue loving and raising my son and daughter as a wonderful mother. I also am more excited than ever to truly step into being all that I am. Especially with my business WakeUpNow, my coaching practice and my ministry. It is in times when another person demands you to leave all that your heart craves to do that you realize how much you are destined to complete it. No one should ever tell you that in order to be with them you have to change 100% about you to be perfect in their eyes. This is not love. As a woman of God and an Entreprenuer it is not easy, having the right supportive, loving, trusted partner is very crucial. This will make or break who you were created to be. I am more hungry to help this nation be debt free. I am more fired up about helping others be free. I am more fired up to be a positive change to make this nation even better. Through this process, I know this much to also be true, One day God will send me the right partner. I desire this. I desire to have a strong partner who knows themselves, who appreciates me, who truly has my back, who will be a good father to my son and daughter, who also has the heart to give love. Thank you to everyone who has been there for me even a simple facebook message. You have helped me to continue being my very best. Your kindness will not be forgotten. Those that turn their faces from me, those that has slander, gossip about me or attempt to demolish me I ask the Lord to forgive you. The words you speak out of your lips does not affect me but God is aware of you and those lies and gossips that you whispers is a true reflection of who you are not me. Much love to you all and the best is yet to come ;-) Please know that if you are going through this yourself, you too am not alone. I am here if you need to talk, a shoulder to cry on, another person to just listen. No one should live a life of hurting like I did.
Posted on: Sun, 06 Jul 2014 14:06:01 +0000
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