The GREATEST pain I feel about my fathers death is the fact that when he insisted that I pack up and move back to Florida to help care for him, I promised him that I would take care of him. I promised him I would never let go and I promised be at his side, I promised, and now I feel so responsible, I feel guilt, I feel like I let him down, he is gone, gone. I could not save my father, and I promised. I promised him I would. This is the worst feeling. Feeling that I let him down somehow. I am tormented by these thoughts and visuals. I just wanted to save my Papa, I wanted to take all of the pain away. I would have traded places with him in a second. He is a legend, a great friend to many, a talent to the world, he was an excellent father who believed in me and my crazy ideas, a successful physician who taught me with hard work and determination you can achieve your goals. Now my last final promise to him... to RELEASE his final Completed CD... That will be out soon. First a trip to Spain next week for a service/misa honoring my father. I am sorry Papa, I tried. Please know that I tried to help you... ~ diana Good night!
Posted on: Sun, 20 Apr 2014 23:48:19 +0000
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