The Reawakened Spirit Father Lord why am I so vein? Why do I feel I am unworthy of LOVE and Good Friendship? Why do I seek to join union with folks who are just as troubled, lack a full sense of love and understanding for mankind or just do not embody a single bone, muscle fiber or joint in their full being to have compassion for others? Why do I seek to be different, yet follow the same continuous routine that has not worked ever hoping to receive different results? How about I talk to you and tell you why? I have not deeply solidified and established my relationship with you dear Lord. I am on the fence hopping on and off whenever I feel I have arrived at a destination that touches my flesh for a few moments. I am vein because I do not consciously think to feed my mind, heart and soul with your infectious LOVE and Care. I often times put MEN over you, which loses my sight, vision and capacity to think or feel rationally when it comes to the path you have set out for me Lord. I often SEEK, QUESTION and PONDER of this Unconditional love that is slowly fading away from this planet that man had called Earth. I demean myself, to fit in an imagery bubble that will sooth peoples egos just so I could fit in. But, then Lord there is the extreme where I then attempt to strip myself away from all humanity just to work as an invisible goat on a farm full of drones. I become not ONLY the employee of oppression and dehumanization, I become the employer too.....Feeding shit and barn yard scraps to those who are around me and possibly in my corner. Why is that? FAITH and LOVE are escaping us drastically. We have not been taught to love, yet we are taught to PROTECT ourselves from harms away wearing 24/7 armor when in reality we are the ones who need protecting from OURSELVES. We see and think black and white. We feel and communicate in black and white not realizing you created a whole array and shades of color, texture and lights. In closing, Lord I ask that you stay as close to everyone. We need you. I NEED YOU. We cannot make it in this world without you even if we THINK we can. Its just not possible at all....I ask for you to protect me and to guide me towards GOD Fearing and GOD Loving/Humble spirited people into my life. Weed out all of the extra baggage that has become toxic and replace it with those who truly CARE, APPRECIATE, LOVE (Unconditionally), CHALLENGE, RESPECT AND CONSISTENTLY MOTIVE my soul, heart, mind and body. Thanks be to GOD. AMEN. Signed, The Reawakened Spirit
Posted on: Mon, 15 Dec 2014 20:01:08 +0000
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