The end of the road – Part 1 With you, I always looked the other way I have forgiven, forgiven, forgiven and forgiven You gave your own away You dishonoured him, rejected him and painted him in the worse possible light I saw him dying before my eyes but you had no brakes, no sensitivity and no responsibility Whenever I can, I still visit him...a lonely forgotten person...but not to me Your own needed you in his worst hour Fighting aloneness and addiction You turned your back on him I had the wonderful chance of visiting him as the last one of us Helped him fighting his addiction In the end it was too late...I suffered great guilt alone for him passing away Your own thrown away, came back But what did you do? You threw her away again!! In her mind...lost, found and lost again...incomprehensible!! She couldn’t take the rejection anymore and also passed away Then there is your favourite...if all you have done to the rest wasn’t enough!! No one else mattered but him...his children and his wife and his in-laws That is all you could ever talk about when we were together Listening in silence...my heart bleeded...what about me and mine? I can go on and on and on About not being welcome flying especially to go and see you, but being asked not to come after 5.30pm as you sleep early About being on my own...never really welcome...never part of your favourites...but definitely refusing to be part of your list of the dead And then...not even my own family knows what you really did to me...the unspeakable!! And they never will, because you are embracing their gossip, their rejection and their silly little games. Somehow, I always knew that it was better to withheld that from them. One day, we all have to stand before God about what we have done. With you, I can never stop loving you, respecting you and forgiving you...but I can choose to never have contact with you again. atsisveikinimas kūnas mano kūno
Posted on: Wed, 12 Mar 2014 06:26:48 +0000
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