The last 2 weeks have been extremely stressful on me. I honestly brought myself to the brink of a decision that would have had some far reaching consequences both financial and personally. Ive prayed, Ive spoken to friends and family at length, and even my training manager at work. I was ready to simply walk away from this job with nothing lined up; especially after receiving an email informing me that I am being pulled off shift for a week, to attend a mandatory calltake refresher course, due to my compliance numbers not being where they need to be. I have decided rather than to be angry, to embrace this, and take it as a tool to learn. Two nights ago, on impulse, I reached out to Melody King Hutchinson, for advice and an ear. Melody was married to my closest Cousin and best friend Steve.....who sadly, passed away from cancer last year. Steve was like a brother to me, and I am convinced that he lives through Melody to this day. She told me everything that he would have....and it put me at peace with this.... Let me be clear- I AM LEAVING THIS JOB. But I need not to make rash decisions based on emotion....and I know this. This job depresses me, theres no hiding that. It is the most stressful thing I have ever done in my life, and I am not happy. But I need to keep the faith, hang on for a little longer......and be smart. Happiness will come, and I know that. Thanks to all, who helped me through this recent low..... Melody....I love you.
Posted on: Fri, 10 Oct 2014 01:08:56 +0000
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