The loss of my first born child, Wyatt, crushed my heart, soul, and physical being... It has been the most heart wrenching and painful thing I have ever experienced. It has also been the awakening of my true being. There was a sleeping giant deep inside of me. I always knew there was something bigger within me, but I had no idea of the scale and depth. Wyatts death opened my eyes to life. Wyatts death awakened a spiritual part of me I couldnt reach before. It has heightened my senses and placed my perception of the world on an entirely different plane. While I have always been a thinker and a dreamer, I have never had the ability to go after those things with the wild abandon that i now recognize as confidence. There are things in this world that matter, and there are things that, quite frankly, do not. There are things in this world that we can impact, and things we cannot. One thing I have learned is that when we act out of love and sincerity, doors open up and people listen. People inherently WANT to help and be a part of something bigger and more beautiful. Most people just dont know how they can or where to start. It has to start with love... Everything we want in life must be sought in love. Not in revenge, not in selfish desires, not in half heartlessness or in spite. Passion and love are the keys to success in life. They ignite one another and feed off of each other. So many times I find myself becoming frustrated because things dont seem to happen fast enough or in the order I wish them to... I have learned the most valuable lesson in my life throughout this tragedy I call my life. I have learned that if I use my anger for righteousness, and turn it into love for others and passion for the better good, I can move mountains. Its okay to be angry... Its not ok to use that anger in a hurtful way tho. God has blessed me in my darkest hours... He blessed me first with Wyatts life and he has blessed me again in his death. So long as I continue to put my faith truly in God, and use my LOVE FOR WYATT to make positive changes for others, I will be just fine. God will guide me if I follow and he will do it in His time. God bless you all. Kids your babies, kiss each other, and keep on smiling thru the tears. Grace overcomes all and we have to practice using the grace that God gives us each and every day.
Posted on: Fri, 07 Nov 2014 01:02:03 +0000
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