The only things that ever probably put a halt on some of the awesome things I could have done with my younger years other than the worst decision I ever made which was do time for Uncle Sam, was probably my own social anxiety disorder and not being naturally and effortlessly hot physically. I am making it my business to no longer dwell on a past full of regret but I cannot help but to reflect often. Its only human nature for me to wonder what would or could have been from time to time. Pretty girls and you girls blessed with all kinds of great genetics should make good on all that stuff, there are plenty of people who do not have natural blessings and are still out here doing all they can to create their own dream life come true. Im now 30 plus and I feel like I look it and my body reflects it. Not necessarily all due to what I did and did not do but mainly because I simply was not naturally blessed. God truly did not intend for us all to HAVE IT ALL so he distributes our blessings differently. He put all my beauty in my mind. No model facial features, no body to kill for, no outrageous body parts....JUST AN INCREDIBLE MIND THAT WORKS OVERTIME ON ALL KINDS OF GENIUS STUFF TO EITHER WORK ON OR PASS ON....#WeAllLiveWithPurpose We just have to discover ours and accept our personal purpose for what it is and trust that it is for us and for Gods good reason. It may be a hard thing to do but no less necessary. I wanted the glam life too....but I am dealing with what I was dealt instead.
Posted on: Sun, 20 Apr 2014 08:48:43 +0000
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