The organ donation part 2 After waiting for what seemed like forever Dr Meyer finally came out. She told me that Mia was in recovery and that they were keeping a close eye on her as her body could still reject the new heart. I asked her if I could see Kea. She told me they would give me 10 minutes with her then they will send someone to take her body to the morgue. I went to the room and I sat next to her. She was just lying there. Her hands were so cold. I took a blanket and tried to cover her little body. I wanted to make her warm. I am her mother. I was suppopsed to protect. I was supposed to prevent this from happening. I failed my baby. Oh my little Kea. Mommy loves you baby. I am so sorry for everything baby girl. Baby things were never supposed to end this way. You are supposed to bury me. I am supposed to look after your kids now I am going to bury you my little one. She just looked so peaceful lying there. After a while someone came and told me it was time to take Keas body to the morgue. I looked at her and kissed her for the very last time. I took the linen and covered her. They took her. I watched them roll her body to the morgue. I just totally lost it. Thats my baby they were taking away. It hurts to see her like that. This pain is unbearable. I just wish my mom was still alive. I wish she was here to tel me how to deal with this. I have never felt so much pain before. My heart was broken into pieces. I knelt on the floor and I cried like there was no tomorrow. I have nothing more to lose. My Kea is gone. I have experienced pain and heartache before but this is one loss I wont be able to cope with. The nurses gave me some medication to calm me down and after a while I was a bit calm. I was in a hospital bed just trying to think of what I am going to do next. My thought were soon interrupted Policer Officer: Mrs Mohale Me: what do u want? Police Officer: maam we would like to take a statement from you Me: not now please Police officer: but maam we have to fill in all the relevant paperwork Me: *I calmly looked at the fool. Got off my bed and grabbed a vase that was on the table. I threw it in his direction but I missed him. * DIDNT I JUST SAY NOT NOW?? WHAT THE HELL IS YOUR PROBLEM? I JUST LOST MY CHILD AND HERE YOU ARE PISSING ME OFF. HAVE YOU NO RESPECT? *the poor idiot was obviously scared but who gives a shit? Anyway who said Madea was the only black woman who could act crazy* The fine Officer left I wont miss him. Now thats what I call good riddance. God knows I would love to stay in this hospital forver but I have to go home. The nurse came and told me I cant live yet. Yeah really try and stop me. I dont have money on me and no phone damn I should have been rude to the Police Officer who knows maybe he could have dropped me off at my place after all those people love to play taxi. I asked this nice looking young lady for taxi fare and she gave me R50. Who said good people didnt exist anymore? I took a taxi and 30 minutes later I was hope. I passed the spot where Kea was lying after the accident. God knows I did my best to act strong but I just started crying. I walked slowly to my house. I almost fell a couple as I couldnt see the road clearly thanx to all this tears. When I got into the yard I found all my clothes outside soaked in bleach. * I was mad as hell this man has taken things way too far. You dont mess with a black womans clothes no you know what you dont mess with womens clothes period.* I didnt make a scene. My husband love his car shem. I went to the house and went straight the bathroom. I took out a bottle of paraffin and some machines and I walked to his car. Good thing he didnt park in the garage. I poured paraffin on the car and and I lit the machines. I made sure I was a safe distance from the car and I threw the machines on the floor there was some paraffin left on the floor. I went to the house and I threw the empty paraffin container at him. * Perfect timing I might add* he looked at me and he quickly ran outside when he saw his car burning. He came back and strangled me. He started screaming and shouting but I didnt make a sound. He was hurting me but I refused to give him the satisfaction of seeing me in pain. He let go off me and I quickly got on my feet. He told me that he hated my guts and told me he only married me because of Kea. I told him he can divorce my fine ass after the funeral. Him: Funeral? Me: yeah. I switched off the life support machine and I asked the hospital to give Mia Keas heart Him: you did what? Me: you heard me He looked so upset but I just ignore him and I went to Keas room. I locked the door and I sat on her bed. About 30 minutes later there was a knock on the door. I ignored it. I was not in the mood to deal with my husbands bullshit. He kicked down the door and he pointed a gun at me. I told him to do it. I was already dead inside he might as well kill me. I could see he was shaking for a minute there I thought he wasnt going to do it. There was a loud BANG!!! He put a bulled through my skull. I was dead Lerato. Lerato. Tsowa o tloba late for sekolo ( Lerato wake up you are going to be late for school ) I was still a bit confused that dream seemed so real though.
Posted on: Wed, 03 Sep 2014 08:56:06 +0000
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