The past few days have been pretty amazing. Met an amazing person and am pretty damn happy. Im just extremely scared, even though Im told I have nothing to worry about. My walls are tore down, the impossible has been done. My heart lies open for a bullet to shoot through at any moment and end all the tremendous happiness that i have been blessed with. Im scared. Im scared of being hurt, Ive been hurt in the past sooooo many times before, Ive messed up alot In the past, but Ive learned from it. My heads on right my long term goals are set and I hope that this time, this time I hope will be it. This dream seems like it is real, I just hope that in time this dream isnt just a dream. I hope that it is as real as the dream that will never end. Mood - happy, dream mode and scared.
Posted on: Sun, 01 Dec 2013 07:21:17 +0000