The past is playing with My head .. Today more than ever , Satan must sense some kind of weakness today !! Even though Me and My sister never had a Mother We still deal with it emotionally every single day it seems ..Must come with aging and maturing .. I need to learn not to fight fire with fire ( a very difficult task ) and I personally need to Learn how to overcome the feeling of abandonment , That I think I hide so well ! Being abandoned as a child even though my Grandma picked up where she left off Is a very difficult situation to learn to except , I struggle everyday day with very intense feeling and unmet needs .. I can only imagine how my sister feels .. BECAUSE she was put out like a dog and never had no one to take her in ... My Heart truly aches for her & I wanna walk this journey with her as we BOTH start this journey from abandonment to forgiveness .. And except that we only have eachother to help one another fight this heavy burden .. Im sorry for airing my dirty laundry :) Please forgive me , Its just hard when its reflects on your childs life .. And I thank God daily that Im the Mother I am & dont ever want no child to have to deal with what we did ..
Posted on: Fri, 28 Nov 2014 20:14:33 +0000
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