The truth will set you free..I truly believe this, God has open my eyes,to the truth that was right in front of my eyes. ive prayed many times for answers, how silly the Lord must have thought of me when he was telling me all along, to wake up, see and hear and he will lead or carry me when i dont feel strong enough to carry myself. I must be strong for my children, for Maddie the most since she is lacking an important person in her life and im doing my best to be both parents that she despartly needs. My sweet girl is so confused that any man she sees, she calls dada. That term, she thinks is just how you respond to a him/her situation. she doesnt understand. I am greatful for the love and support of her grandparents, even if weve had our rocky moments. im meditating for God to help me make the right choices for myself and loved ones, but he has made it clear that I also deserve happiness, so Lord lead me and i will follow, I trust your word and that your will be done. i pray for total healing for my WHOLE family. that we are kind, and understanding of everyones situation. That we can speak of our pain without hostility or threats. I pray for Gods forgivness and mercy and the Holy Spirit to help me find the words to fix our problems instead of lashing out in anger. Praying is personal to me but I felt the need to put it out there because I know many of my FB friends have a close relationship with God and will be praying with me! In a recent dream i had God gave me a small sample of his healing love and light. I felt like a child first opening their eyes. It was so much love it was overwhelming and I still go to my knees and cry when I think of it. I also felt my father and other lost loved ones and my Aunt Paula came in spirit (she is alive, thank goodness) to make me honest and guide me. So, I hope im not just crazy lol! but I think it was finally my turn for a divine intervention in my life, a light to help me through the dark tunnels of depression that I got lost in. xoxo my fellow friends..and thank you for reading my version of shouting Gods name from the rooftops!
Posted on: Fri, 07 Mar 2014 00:14:11 +0000
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