There are times I have to ask myself, do I really have a future? Obviously my goal is to publish my works and open my own small publishing company where it be easier to publish all mine and several others works. It just seems that as long as there are certain restraints such as paying bills and not saving to achieve, it seems like the goals I want to accomplish are starting to become farther away. That work is taking its toll mentally, Im losing my passion to be creative, to write, and think because Im so fatigued and exhausted also the struggles of everyday life. I need to figure things out, put my life in perspective. At the same time, I had quite a bit of people go against me over my views over SOS, Im not against them, Im just skeptical over two reasons, some shouldnt be in it also I dont believe those who are thinking that would go to them. Ill be honest though, despite my accomplishments (the show, mentoring, the success at LO and Oakland, the recognition, the awards, etc), Im still not proud of myself. I havent accomplished the things I need to accomplish, to drive, to ensure my family is okay financially (despite trying everything) and my biggest goal to publish all my works and make it into a reality at the same time, Im letting little things bother me. Ill be okay though, I have to put things into perspective, I have to.
Posted on: Wed, 30 Oct 2013 02:36:22 +0000
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