There are times when I tend to get very introspective. My birthday is not usually one of those times but because I have been forced to slow down this year, it has become one. Im not going to lie, this birthday is rattling me. Maybe because in the past Ive always thought theres time for that and now Im realizing that there necessarily isnt. One thing I decided to do recently, within the past year, is not to say maybe I shouldnt. I have done that for a multitude of reasons over the years and I realized that my excuses were exactly that. I can do things and the world still continues. My kids are still okay, maybe our time together is even better. Ive tried boxing, which I love and will keep doing. Youve seen the bruises! I tried surfing (epic fail!) It is exhausting getting out to the wave, let alone finally balancing on one, popping up (easier said than done), and then getting ground into the sand. I will no longer say this is just as good as .... If you are going to indulge, have the good stuff, its worth it. When you have good friends, make sure they know you appreciate them. Ride the wave when its good and give yourself permission to have down days. I woke up to the sound of foghorns today. It has become one of my favourite sounds ever. Its comforting, haunting, and reminds me that I live in a truly unique and beautiful place. Devon came home from dance last night, excited that they had chosen this song as their lyrical dance for the year. Each time I listen it gets deeper inside. I am adopting it as my anthem. I know when I see her group perform to it I will have tears it my eyes, it already means so much. Its not about being the center of attention, that has never been me. Its about being secure and happy with who I am and in doing so, helping others to shine their light. This summer I had I moment. I was with a friend at the pool and as Im walking up the steps, imagining myself as Bo Derek coming up on the beach, I tripped. Gathering myself, I scramble out to go tell my friend what happened, and I could barely get the story out because I was laughing so hard. My daughter said Mom, Ive never heard you laugh before! Really?? Time to be the life of my party.
Posted on: Wed, 08 Oct 2014 01:55:18 +0000
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