There comes a time in life that sometimes you need to sit back and watch the world pass you by. There are other things in life you need to fight or flight. I am the one at this rate I am going to fight for everything if it is worth it. I will not fight for a losing thing in life because it is not worth it. I have come a long way in therapy Yes for the new friends I have a therapist I have failed in my life toward things I know were dear to me in a way I pushed then away in life and working to be able to make things better which will take time if at all It might happen. I have done things in life that is not the best I am proud of, I did do things that has hurt a family. Each day and I mean everyday is a struggle for me to be able to prove my past is not what I am. I know that a while back I was told what I post on here is only an attention seeking stunt. Well I am not doing that I am pouring my thoughts out and if not liked by the friends I have then so be it. I am going to work to better myself and the others that dont want to accept that in life then to hell with you. I am moving on in my life. I will continue to build what I have done and I will not want a hand out to the ones that feel there friends for that reason but the one few and I mean very true friends in my life that has gone above and beyond what they need to be a comfort for a feeling I have not had 30 years ago they are truly good friends and a blessing to me. I again will not and or accept my past of myself to reflect what I am becoming or hold me back
Posted on: Wed, 10 Sep 2014 22:58:41 +0000
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