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There were times WHEN I HAD TO.... even when I DIDNT WANT TO... no one even HAD A CLUE the days i was DOWN AND BLUE....i realize CHANCE AND CHANGE HAD TO COME TO..... why in the hell would i wanna BE YOU.... when God made DIFFERENT.....as a child they stole MY INNOCENTS....VIOLATING MY GIFT leaving me to die in SHAME...... ALL I FELT WAS PAIN.....THE LITTLE GIRL I ONCE WAS IM NOT HER ANYMORE..... PRAYING TO FOR AN OPEN DOOR...... LOOKING TO FILL THE VOID THAT I FEEL...... YES IM HEALED..... FROM THE THE SCARS THAT WAS LEFT ON MY HEART..... WANTING TO DIE AT TIMES..... BEING RIPPED APART..... I FOUGHT A GOOD FIGHT...... YES I NOW SLEEP AT NIGHT..... ANGELS ENCAMPED AROUND ME.... TO PROTECT ME FROM THOSE SAID I CANT...... WHEN I KNEW THAT I COULD...... BRINGING MY KIDS UP IN THE GHETTO...... AND IN THE HOOD..... ONE DAY WE GONE LEAVE THIS PLACE..... AND LIVE GOOD...... THATS WHAT I WOULD TELL THEM....THINGS EXPLAINED..... IS UNDERSTOOD...TAKE A GLANCE YESTERDAY ITS GONE......LIVE FOR TODAY YOULL LIVE LONG....I NEVER DEPENDED ON A MAN TO COMPLETE ME.... IN GOD I TRUST HE MADE ME..... MANY JUDGED MY FUTURE BY MY PAST IM WALKING TALL MANY PRAY I FALL.....KISS WHERE THE SUN DONT SHINE I CAN HANDLE MINE GONE WITH WIND IN EVERY DIRECTION..... MANY OF YOU THRIVE OFF LOVE AND AFFECTION....TO BE TRUTHFUL THERES ONLY ONE CONNECTION.... YES IT WAS GOD THAT BROUGHT ME THROUGH MY WILDERNESS...... BEFORE KNOWING WHO GOD TRULY IS... MY LIFE WAS A MESS......FULL OF STRESS...... SOME TO THIS DAY STILL COUNT ME OUT .... BUT IM BLESSED..... BLESSED TO KNOW GOD LOVES ME UNCONDITIONALLY YOU JUST KEEP HOLDING ON TO MY YESTERDAY IM FREE.......MANY NIGHTS I TALKED TO GOD TO GET GET TO WHERE I AM.....YOU WILL NEVER TAKE ME OUT OF MY BLESSED PLACE.... ILL BE DAMN IF I LET THAT HAPPEN AGAIN ALL VIOLATORS WILL BE PROSECUTED..... I SENTENCE YOU WITH FORGIVENESS..... LOVE.....AND KINDNESS WILL ONLY DRAW OR DRIVE YOU...IF GOD CHANGED ME.... HE CAN CAN CHANGE YOU.... IM STILL STANDING AND STILL I RISE..... THIS NEXT MOVE I MAKE WILL CATCH YOU ALL BY SURPRISE.....I AM CHANTEL PINK
Posted on: Sun, 10 Nov 2013 13:33:35 +0000

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