They said I wasnt going to make it. They even said that I was nothing and hurdled insults to my heart breaking it and breaking my self esteem to the point that I felt that I had to give my body, my love that I thought was love, time emotions and soul to people just to fill that empty space the void in my heart. I hurt myself for them to care even when I knew they did not care or loved me for real. I grew up feeling unloved and unwanted and that no one even care until they wanted something from me and used me and threw me out in the cold of a lovers game. My life has not been the cake of pleasure nor the sweetest of candy. I have lost so much because of lies and other believing it for truth without fronting me to ask. What have I done to deserve your hatered? Sometime I wanted or even thought will any one miss me when I am gone? Will it even mattered if I was never born? My trails I as God why? The answer I yet seek! This was my pasted. I am saying goodbye no longer will I search for love in a loveless heart. No longer will I try to pleased others. No more!!!!!! I am finished with that!!!! Four years ago I met an man by the name of Jesus he came into my life and turn me around saved me filled me and loved me enough to not pass me by. I am learning my worth and it is in him not in man. Be encouraged people and know that Jesus is right there waiting for us to open our hearts, mind, and soul, to him. Low I stand at the door knocking. For whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved.
Posted on: Mon, 05 Jan 2015 03:43:06 +0000
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