Things that go through my mind sometimes make me crazy, anxious, depressed, and most of all sometimes hurt the people around me. This entire month has been life changing for me, and i cannot explain how much Ive been through, all the tears, and crazy fights. The times where i just wish i could disappear under a rock somewhere. Even though all of that has happened, and all of the crazy emotions i have had in such a short time. We made it through one of the hardest times in our relationship that Ive ever experienced. I cannot explain, how or what had happened that made everything feel so wrong. However, I am very grateful to have him in my life, to know that he IS supportive of me, and has been and will continue to be. Ive discovered things about myself that i have also been ignoring, and just putting off. Then blaming others for my actions. Which is not okay, 2014 is on its way here and i want to be a better person. I want to have a real passion for something, maybe actually do something that I will 110% be in to doing. Something i can put my mind too. I want to reach for the stars like you tell me to do everyday, i want to be that person that you see i can be every day. I really believe, that you were there the whole time, and somehow i completely ignored it, and didnt see it the whole time. I really believe with all my heart that we should be together, even after all the dumb fights, arguments, wrong words that were said at the time because we missed something or misunderstood one another. That no matter what we will sit down look each other in the eyes with the same passion and care we did last night and say, I love you Because we really love each other, and we really wish and want the best for one another. To always have that compassion, and drive to be better people together. To always know, that even though we may bicker, or fight, or do something stupid that we will always. Always be there to maybe just shove each other in the right direction, and say in the end. It was all worth it. I love you so much, and I cannot wait for our anniversary to be here, James Jordan
Posted on: Wed, 06 Nov 2013 20:35:01 +0000
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